miss you forever and always

You never said I’m leaving, you never said goodbye you were gone before I knew it and only god knew why. A million times I needed you a million times I cried if love alone could have saved you then you would have never died because our bond/love was one of the strongest things that ever existed. In life I loved you dearly, in death I still live you dearly. In my heart you hold a place no one could ever fill.it broke my heart so much to lose you but you did not go alone in fact a part of me went with you when god took you home.you will always be in my heart because in there your still alive I love you so much uncle and miss you 😘

Dear uncle I truly miss you not a day goes bye where don’t miss you. You were not just my uncle but my best friend and hero I really wish you could be here but I know your safe,happy and better. Nothing will ever be the same I had to have my birthday without you and it was so hard uncle I can’t explain the pain in words that I have without you here only you know. I wanna live my life to the fullest but I can’t because I’m not with you. you always made my troubles feel so small you were a huge part of my life I will always look at you when I’m feeling down I’ll never forget you I’ll see you one day again know your still truly in my heart and in my mind I’m so blessed that I got to have you in my life I wish we could make more memories but I’m happy we got to make the ones we did I love you so much uncle I prayed when you were in the hospital that you’ll make it I really thought you would I got my hopes a little bit to high but you always told me to think positive and believe in my dreams. There’s times where I really need you. I remember when I started calling you funcle and you asked what that means and I said it means your a fun uncle fun-uncle I have so many memories with you uncle I love you so much I can’t even explain it it’s not goodbye but until then I love you so much see you soon❤️❤️

Dear uncle I remember when I used to call you funcle because you were a very funny uncle it's really hard without you you were always there when I needed you.you were like my best friend we seen each other almost every day. When you didn't have much you would always give to me and my siblings. I wish you could still be here but God only takes the best you need to be a special someone to be an angle and you had it my heart aches without you I feel so empty and lonely I'm so sad without you just know that I love you and I really miss you

Dear Cousin. I miss you a lot, you were such a blessing to our lives and brought smiles to our faces every time we were with you. I remember how you would come to every single one of my birthdays and always made me laugh. and smile we had a really good memory that I wish that we could make more. But I'm grateful that I got to make memories with you. I hope that you're having fun up there and you're happy every day. and always have a smile on your face. I love and miss you every day.

Dear uncle it's really hard to wake up and think wow I'll wont see you till a long time you were young I was younger nothing has ever happened to me like this people tell me not to be sad but how how do I not be sad I loved you So much and I lost you we only got a small amount together 11 years isn't enough time but I'm happy that I got to send all those days of that 11 years with you I consider my self blessed to have you as my uncle I cry and think about you alot I really really miss you I feel so empty you were my uncle not only that but you were like a big brother to me we argued we laughed we cried and to this day I have so many memories of us and I will never forget I'm lonely I need you here you were a big part of me not only that but a big part of my life you were always there for me when I needed it I love you so much it hurts my heart you were that one person that I could forever trust and talk to when I needed help today's has been really hard I went to go visit you and it's hard for me to tell you I love you over your grave until we meet again I love u and miss you some much

Sister,

I don't even know where to begin because there is honestly so much, it's like where do I even start when it comes to missing you and that is really a understatement. I'm struggling inside every day it's like I can't come to terms of not having you in my life in the present. I talk about you all the time, many things remind me of you constantly. I feel lost inside and my heart is constantly hurting for you and wishing you were still here with me. I think about all our memories growing up together and I think about all the things we have done together and how much time we used to spend together or around each other. You were always a very big part of my everyday life , you were never far away and if so not for long. You always had a place in my home as it was your own, you hold a very special place in the kids lives aswell and they talk about you always also. I always ask myself why? Why were you taken from me ? , why was I left on this earth without you? Why do I have to live the rest of my life without you? It's not fair and the pain is excruciating I find myself crying for you all the time and wish I would just open my eyes and you would be right there. I find myself lost in thought hating the fact that all the things I think about daily are just memories with in my heart of you, and you wouldn't believe how close I keep each and every one of those memories with in me. You were my best friend growing up and all through life and still, all of our talks and laughs and cries and fights I wouldnt trade any of them for anything, they mean more to me than anyone knows and most days that's what gets me through cause I promise you this , I struggle each and every single day with the fact that your really not presently here with me. All the time and memories we have together are treasures I'll have for the rest of my life. My life changed drastically the day you went away and God called you home. And I long for that day we are reunited and you open that door with your beautiful big smile and your arms open wide and say " Welcome Home" I loved you always and always will and nothing will ever change that, your part of who I am and always will be and I know some way some how your never far away. I love you Blair Leo Lopushinsky and always will. Always and Forever and forever in my heart and soul .

Your heart broken sister , Meesa

Dear uncle I truly miss you so much not a day goes by where I don't think of you it's hard it's really hard but know I know you safe and I don't have to worry anymore because you in the arms of God

Sweet angel, we are missing you so deeply. Leo and I love you fiercely and we miss you more and more each and everyday. Our lives will never be the same without you. Take care of our baby.

the minutes turn to hours, the hours into days and eventually months. Not a single one of those minutes has been easy. Our hearts ache in your absence and there will never exist a day where we do not miss you desperately. You changed my entire life and you gave me a beautiful son. I see you in him every single day and I consider myself blessed beyond belief to have a piece of you forever. To love and to cherish. Leo misses his daddy and we will love you every single day until we meet you again.